An open wound

Sometimes, in life u were taught to be guided by a set of principles. And they shall be applied to aid u in dealing with life appropriately. However, its nv easy to be always bounded by them and sometimes u tend to sway out of proportion.

*u see my usage of sometimes*

There are certainly times when ur emotions run over u. What is exactly right and wrong? Being totally involved in that situation, i m afraid i had fallen into a state of confusion. Not knowing wad i have been doing.

When i play my strength, i showed confidence and foresight. All strategies seem like they are gonna work. But in reality, or to put it appropriately, in life, my mental state is in shambles.

I played down my problems, i ran away from it. Not like the usual person u see on the court, no matter how strong the opponent or the size of the audience, u embrace that fear.

I want to come back from wadever phobia that i have. Juz hope that time is on my side to heal that wound.