A reasonable defeat

Via mms on train.

I remember i had a friend whom i used to trust and tell him abt things happening around me.

I told him a philosophy which he saw as stupidity.

I was sparring with my hallmate who was another crucial part of my plan to get into top 8 and hopefully semi finals.

I played singles with him and won him easily. Around 21-14.

I was not satisfied with the quality he delivered on the court and told him the strategies i used in my game against him while also telling him to note his weaknesses. Also suggesting to him possibles strategies in playing me.

Each time he won a point. I was disappointed in myself not being able to overcome a player with less weakness, yet on the other hand, i was happy that he used my strategies and it worked well.

My expression was a mixture of grinning and teeth biting.

I lost 21-23.

I told the forthmentioned friend this story. Being a freaking practical and slightly selfish character, he asked me to stop being stupid. I laughed and he didnt know the underlying meaning of my laughter. I nv said and he nv know. LOL.

I dun think anyone can understand me when i say i glorify myself by facing a stronger opponent and beating him.

I dun like to beat pple flatly, i want to win and lose with honour and dignity.

I dun like to discount teammate in training juz because i m a better strategist in the game.

And moreover, its only a training. I showed him how well my strategies work and how he could count on me to be his advisor and captain.

God bless!