Being Respectable

When I know that i cant really present myself in a less stern manner. I know i have got to make myself respectable. And those days when everyone in class went around calling me 徐老师, those memories really made me feel funny.

After some time, the passion and interests in teaching began to fade away, succeeding it came some good interests in engineering. Oh man, shucks! lol.

I recall those days when i was put in charge of the sec 1 girls team back in AHS after my NS. I was damn serious abt my coaching and on the very first day, scolded them real hard abt attitude. However, wad i wanted to maintain was the senior-junior style of teaching, not too much respect for me. In the end, after some weeks of training, those older students greeted me with a bow. @_@ lol.

Now, as i planned short term for my hall team and changed the style of training, i fully undertake how the training is being done. Most of the key players had either left the hall or graduated, so the new players who were technically weaker had to be guided in their trainings. After some time, those hall players who have seen me in North spine, came and say hi to me, mostly with a nod. Their very kind gesture have made me feel glad to see them yet also made me feel really awkward sometimes as i didnt really noticed them in the first place cos i have been busy with my discussion.

I like to earn respect, but i dont feel too good when it is presented to be too respectable.

I m still yearning a good bikers' outing and emo session, whos on? LOL!
Sounds of engine really turns me on~ wooohhooooo