Guessing. Burn out. Guessing

Guessing is always damn hard. Especially for left brainer when things go by logic.

When u start thinking about a situation that had already happened. U start reasoning from situations to factors and reasons and evaluate the possible outcomes things that are to happen. Everything goes by the logic, yet the chance of failure is still equally high.

Thats why the saying goes, 人算不如天算, no matter how good u are at guessing, u are no matter how, still a guesser. 希望天助我也！

I have certainly things on my mind, which i wanted very much to share, juz that it concerns the well being my hall team, i m keeping it down.

I remembered how last sem when my tactical plans and lineups work. I went all out to scout the players from other halls. Evaluate their strength, plot their possible lineups. Eventually, from wad i gathered, i used the lineup which me and my very very good badminton friend had planned together, we guessed all the lineups correctly and beat the rest to get into semis. This yr, a lot more guessing work gotta be done and i shutting my mouth about the players that i would be getting in last min. PLEASE!!! LET ME DO IT AGAIN!!!

I m really tired, mentally and physically, not yet on the verge of collaspe, not really the the type that i said i would give up. But its a state of confusion that is happening in the still waters of my heart. How i wish to really chat it out one fine day.

Glad that the divine power arrange kind pple ard me, to feed me mental courage and strength to go on. After exams, i shall not be busy again and i promise here, my own priorities will be my priorities.

=)