Dun spend too much time on this, juz some grumbling from me.

After this entry, i shall take my leave and sleep.

Haven had a good sleep last night. My groupmates and I were at ID the whole night in school. Last part le, all of us wanted to put an end to the misery once and for all. In the end, we left at 4am in the morning. OMG. Though my part is not the best part, but confidently looking at the 3D autocad drawings which my groupmate produced, i can finally set my mind at ease.

Sometimes, i see how my group mates react to stress, their behaviour is really funny, something u wont see when u nv work in a project with them. However, the most impressive part is not about our attitude to the whole project. Its Eric's gf who is impressing me.

She has always been a good study partner with Eric and even on this day when Eric got no choice but to stay in school to have all the work done, I nv heard anything negative from her. Really, nothing negative! She has got so much character that no wonder Eric would do anything for her. Salute!

Last weekend, while I haven had time do some revision, I had been spending some time talking to my sis. Haha, of cos, when i ve been out for so long, with my bro in NS, my father always out working, its no wonder they would have a lot to talk to me. While i know i m stressed and work on hand had to be done, it doesnt really matter to take some time out to talk to them.

Of cos, if there is anything that requires clarification or evaluation, my sis always seek me out as the one to talk to or discuss abt her inner thoughts. Recently, shes been talking abt her office politics, and her plans. Of cos, i gave her my advice, and offered some moral support. I can feel her gratitude in the conversation and she made mention of one occasion when she sms me abt her work and my reply gave her that motivation to move on. I was thankful that at least i managed to help in the most mediocre aspect.

Of cos, sometimes the talk drifted to somewhere emotional, and i have to comfort everyone in the best possible ways. I talked abt everything with them. About my faith and my ambitions. I wanted them to understand, one day i m going to bring them up. While i confessed to them, that i m not a good son, a good sibling now, but i do actually care and i want them to put all their trust in me, if there is a day i do well in future, i m gonna take care of their everything. I mean them well.

After that, mr wang called and asked me for a chit chat session. Then it was nearly 1am. I haven seen them for sometime and they are my friends of more than a decade whom i haven seen for a few weeks. LOL. I wanted very much to go talk some crap with fellow wang, swee and alvin of cos. But the work on hand is really holding me back and i cant afford to tire myself out. Haha, in the end after some hesitation, i still went to meet them up. i somehow kept my words which i promised myself and left at 230am.

Sometimes, i dun wish to neglect anyone one ard me. Concern comes in many forms and standards. Like talking to my family members and friends of a decade. This level of concern is easily justified. I hate myself sometimes, that there are other friends out there who have done so and so for me and yet i had failed my part in caring for them. Some are easily due to lack of reasons for the right kind of concern and bla bla bla.

Like i mentioned in my previous entry, while i somehow seem unconcern and appear unappreciative, i know my inner self do still care.

God bless anyone who reads this.

=)