Er some thoughts that flashes in my mind

Suddenly tot of something worth pondering. I quickly type it out before this whole impression fade away.

Can u imagine urself being in a war against another country and this armed enemy standing right in front of u is a very good friend of urs who has migrated there. Will u fire b4 he does?

Case 1: I die and i hate him for being so merciless.
Case 2: He dies and tot of the same thing.